Lord I feel so lost and confused. I feel useless and lethargic. I had seen pictures before, of children in need and starving and yet touching their skin, seeing their smiles, smelling the feces- it changes every perception. Where do I go from here? How can I stay here and do nothing? I cannot and You have not called me to. You say those who love You, help each other. What should I do now- what is my next move? My next mission. Please inform me Lord. Give me direction and understanding. My heart is breaking and I do not know what to do about it.